Its really a very bad news , I can't study at KDU with my lao po anymore , I have to study at UTAR . Actually I really wanna to study at KDU want , but based on my financial problem , I really can't afford to study there . Today I went to KDU and really ready to register already want , but then I didn't make it after the officer told me about the fee , I really realize that I can't afford that . The diploma program is about 33k for 2yrs and 4months ; then degree program is about 37k for 2yrs somethings . PTPTN can only let you loan for either diploma or degree program only , and its can't like get a full loan somemore , I have to pay some of that and my family really can't afford that .
After that I went to UTAR also to get some information about the fee all those . If I study at UTAR then I have to take 1 year foundation first , then after that go to Kampar , Perak to continue my degree . The fee of foundation is about 7k and can't loan from PTPTN , then 3 years of degree is about 33k and it can loan from PTPTN . The maximum loan can get from PTPTN is 16k yearly , but its depend on family's income . About the first year's fee , parents said they still can help me , they told me not to worry about that . They told me if I really going to continue study then must study damn hard to make sure the PTPTN won't suspend my loan .
Actually go to UTAR is a confirmed decision and I don't think it will change , but I really feel so upset with that . Not because of my result or about the money , its about my gf . She told me her mom not allowed her to study at UTAR , so she might study at KDU . Honestly I really wish that I could study at KDU together with her , but I can't . 3 years is like quite long time for me , just like what she wrote in her blog " love can be change by time , environment and people surrounding " . I doesn't mean that I'm not believe in her or I'll fall in love with another girls , but it will really cause us not that close if we're not see each other often , I'm really afraid to lose a such best future wife like her , I'm really worry !!
Now I just hope that her mom will allow her to study at UTAR . Lao po , tell her that Krystal , Shi Wei , Jia Qi and me were going to UTAR and all of us also going to Kampar , Perak . If your mom not allow you to study there just because of me , then its really worthless . Compare to UTAR , KDU is 30k more exp than UTAR and both of that is actually for the same level of certificate - degree . If your mom thought you can't study hard if we're in the same collage , then just ask her give you a try to study at UTAR for foundation first , if really not good then only study at another collage lo . If your mom is worry that you will stay with me and we will make " mistake " , I can swear to her I won't . You can ask her bring you to check monthly to see weather we got do anything that are "too much" . I can't study KDU is because of the problem of money , but you're different , you can choose . I really wish your mom can really let you decide you path by your own . Because I really felt that is really worthless to pay 30k more to study at KDU just because of me or the location lo .
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