There's a lot of problem here

Having a really weird feeling recently .

Stress !! Moody !! Lonely !!

There's a lot of problems with me now , seems like luck is not on my side .
I'm afraid , afraid in everything .

First

I'm afraid that "she" can't study at UTAR ,
I'll worry in everything if she study at KDU alone .

Worry that we'll not that close if I study at Kampar ' Perak
Worry other guys will court her
Worry of her safety if she drive to school alone
Worry she can't understand what lecture taught her
Worry that she will be alone

Lao po , I really hope your mom will let you study at UTAR , here are the reason why

1. Jia Qi , Krystal and Shi Wei study there too
2. KDU's fee is about 30k more expensive than UTAR
3. You will study together with them in foundation
4. You can share a room with them if you go to study at Kampar's campus
5. You can be more concentrate on your study at the country place like Kampar , Perak

Second

I'm worry about the money now

If I really study at UTAR , I have to pay for foundation's fee
Its about 7k

Loan from PTPTN ??
Its only can apply for degree's program
Means ...
I've to pay by my own

But ,

My family is not rich ,
don't know parents got extra money to spend on it or not

How ??

Ask my aunt sponsor me ??
Borrow from them ??

I'm confusing !!

Third

My personality

Realized that I'm a weird person i ,
I got a lot of bad stuff , for example ;

1. Always be late and need people wait so long everytimes go out
2. No mercy to all the bad luck's people
3. Not enough responsibility while doing something
4. Not gentlemen at all
5. Lazy

*still got many more*

One more thing ,
Do you all really wanna to go Penang on next month ??
If all of you really want , then I've to plan about that .

~ That's all ~