Life must go on !!

Finally back to school today ..
So happy that meet my lao po again..
During holiday really miss her a lot want li
Lao Po !!! I love you li !!
Today get those exam paper back li ...
Quite disappointed that i failed my econ ..
But others also got improved !!
So regret that i did not put much more effort on study
Luckly it's just trial....
Still have time to study....
I must put more effort on study from now on...
If not can't get loan to study collage...
STUDY STUDY STUDY !!!!!

Miss her a lot lo !!!!!!!

Just came back from work
Finished my supper too
Today so free on working
But my mind don't ever stop
Just keep thinking about my lao po
Hand phone no credit already
Whole day don't chat with her already
Don't know what have she done today ??
Don't know will she miss me like I miss her ??
Don't know whether she can understand in tuition or not ???
Ah !!!!!!!
Really miss her a lot lo !!!
I like missed out a part of my soul
Lao po !!! I miss you
Just hope I can see you right now

haiz ~~
Just came back from Sunway Pyramid
Hanged out with a gang of friends today
Quite tired right now
But not really enjoy about it
Maybe I preferred go out alone with my lao po lo
Don't like go out with a gang of friends anymore
Because make her treat me like normal friend
Maybe she shy or what lo
I understood it want
But sometime just make me moody
Make me like I am "lebih" want
So if next time my lao po wanna go shopping with them
I think I will not going if I got work
Because go there also nothing to do want
Better earn more money to let my lao po spend

latest picture

long time didn't take picture d
The mannequin so funny is it ??
Hahahahaha
Today too boring then play with that !!!

Haiz !!!

Today just sit for science paper examination
Almost 80% of those question i don't know
Just simply filled it up only
But i don't feel upset or unhappy
Feel nothing about that....
Maybe i really became worse
Became a lazier student
The examination is start for 1 week
I didn't had once that are prepare for it
I always tell parents i can get 1A if I study hard
But I don't even study at all
Today I want study harder and harder for tomorrow's paper
I wanna prove to parents and also myself that I can study
I can really get A if i study

I am freaking tired !!

I am freaking tired now !!
Just came back from work
Today all those customer really drive me mad
All also come to play want
Keep fooling me like hell !!
Luckly i just work for weekend only
If not i will become crazy !!

I hated myself !!!

Today when i walking back home with my friend
I told him that i felt that she don't trust me anymore
I told him that she don't like i get too close to other girls
But i still get so close to her friends
I thought we are just friends and she won't jealous
When he heard that he scolded me
He ask me think myself if the situation had changed
If she get so close to them then how would i feel
At the moment , i felt that i am a jerk
She really treat me so good
She don't ever get close to other guys
Never ever chat with a guy without telling me
Support me no matter what happened
But what have i done for her ??
I don't even buy anythings for her
Didn't do anythings that let her proud for me
I always tell her i want marry her
Wanna be forever with her
But i keep let her down
Keep doing somethings that hurt her
I am destroying our relationship by myself
I hope she can give me a chance
Just give me a chance to prove that i'm really love her
I' m seriously want be with her forever