I've decided to study st KDU

Maybe all of you will like " walao , Boh Ying study where then you just follow , no future la you " , or maybe some will say " don't just force yourself to study in private collage that you can't afford the fees " . But I've really decided to study at KDU with her .

I don't want to hide anyone of you , she were the main reason that I wanna study in KDU , because I wanna stick with her , I wanna see her pretty face everyday and I really wanna study hard together with her . But .... It's still some reason make me have this decision , it's about money .
Some of you might say " no money then study at UTAR la , why choose the private collage which need about 50k to study ?? " They will say " UTAR only about 30k la , why don't go there ?? " But they will never think about " how I keep my life if I study at Kampar , Perak ? " I bet if I tell then like that they will say something like " aiyo , ask your parents give money to you lo , or work part time lo . "

Haiz ~~~ I don't think they will say something like that if they knew about my family's finance . My family's income is about 4k monthly ( daddy and mommy added together ) , and they got a lot to pay like phone's fee , electric fee and all those other's thing like house payment , car payment and also food bla bla bla la . I just don't want them to get extra money for my living cost if i study at Kampar , Perak . I started to work since I was form 4 , the reason I'm working is because I wanna spend myself , I don't wanna ask money from parents anymore .

About the study fee is really not a big deal to me , because I'm gonna to get a PTPTN no matter where I'm study at . If PTPTN reject my application , I'll no gonna to study anymore . Study at UTAR or KDU is actually the same in finance problem la , no ptptn then go UTAR also can't afford de la . Then why I don't want stick with my lao po leh ?? Is it ??

Actually I really wanna apologize to my pretty lao po lo , I make you cry =( lao po , I'm sorry . I will study very very hard when we study together , I want teach you to have #1 class honour graduate de , I pronise . Lao po , I'm not going anyway anymore , we won't split want . I'll prove everyone that I go there study . So you faster faster register for it la , then I can "fong sam"

I love you