Unhappiness and happiness

According to Soloman, the King of Israel. all the unhappiness in us arise when we humans begins to question about this world and its problem. We will all feel unhappy sometime, unless we are not human being, but have we ever think why we will got that feeling?

Most common cases surround by us is we like to complaint about why we can gain more wealth, why we can't get smarter than other, and all this thought let unhappiness in our daily life. We are not God, that's why we shouldn't question about the world. We were all born with nothing, then what we have to insist on what we couldn't have in our life? Life is simple, humans need is also simple-foods, clothes and place to stay. We are the reason who caused war, killing, destruction on the Earth. Humans want to live peacefully with each other, but humans were the reason why humans can't live peacefully with each other. If we can control the urge in our mind, the hunger to get something which is not belong to us, happiness will be the only thing in our life.

Money, power and respect, who many people died from these. Happiness to someone maybe just 3 of that, (money, power and respect ) but that's not. People who looking for that will never get what we called true happiness, they will just loss more and more, and finally, unhappiness will be their friend. What is happiness? I also don't know and I still looking for that, perhaps I can realize it some day in the future, I will share with all of you.

Happy or unhappy?

We can choose to be happy or unhappy, because we are human being, we can control our feeling. Today, it's a unforgettable day to me, but I will not gonna tell you all what happened. Actually I didn't really feel so happy few days ago, I was stressed up and feel like nobody I could get myself into. But that's not the key make me feel unhappy, is because my lao po. Recently she doesn't looks like happy, like stressed up. I don't know why, I don't even dare to ask her, because I knew that she will let me know if she want to. Since tuesday, I realized that I must comfort her. When I saw her cried on that day, I felt guilt, I just can't do a damn single thing to stop her from crying. Last night, she told me everything. I think she just having too much stress on everything, our relationship and also her study. Actually she is really good girl, a very good student, a good gf. I think she is putting all the things on her own, that's why she stressed up like now, I wish I can comfort her, let her know that nothings have to be so stress or worry about that. All I want is see her smile like a baby again, but not crying like a baby, but no matter how she feel, I wish she could share with me and I just don't want to miss any part of her life.

Looking for job..

I needed a job, I needed money. I should attend to my job interview today, but so sad that doesn't. Actually I don't really want to attend for it since yesterday night, because the location is a bit too far to me. But I am not a foolish, this morning I sent a message to my friend to ask for a job. I didn't get any good news from her, what I get is just another bad news. The world is really smaller than I expected(doesn't really measured, just adjective) , the company she working is actually same as the one that I looking for. Unfortunately, she told me that the company not gonna hire any students for their jobs, my heart broken (just joking). Semester 2 is going to start on monday, about the work just temporary leave it behind, nothing is more important than study right now.

Friendship

I had one my my friends's blog, the title is about "time v.s friendship". She claimed that friends can't last long forever based on the environment we growth, people we met in our life or the way we thought. I have no doubt about that, because I don't I am a kind of person who will not put friendship on first place, and I don't even believe that we need a friend to share our grieve with us. To me, friends just mean people who can give you help when you need them, but not share our feeling with them, or care about them. Sounds cruel and selfish right? But have you really ask yourselves? When is the moment you will think about your friends? Moment when you having a great party? Or moment when your car broke down on the way you going back home? There are no BFF (best friend forever) exist in my life, or even a very good friend to share with. If you ever betrayed by someone, most probably you will say the same words I saying here. I ever heard a word in Chinese which mean "friends is use to betray", I believe deeply is this sentence. We are all human being, there is no doubt that we will betray each other. Humanism is darkness, everyone is selfish, so I suggest all of you don't fully trusted in anyone, no matter how good the person with you now, please keep some secrets for yourselves, otherwise, you will get hurt.

I believe facebook user is having too much free time

What I will say so? If you are a facebook user( I think most of the people are), then have you realize what people usually post on their status? Or what they comment in others? I can almost see those dumb ass's status and comment in facebook everyday, something like "good morning everyone","good night everyone" and more of it as their status. Some of that even dare to type "LOLX" as their status, WHAT THE HELL is on their mind, or they really having too much freedom? Compared to all this person, I think people who post video or telling their experience is much better, but they are still having too much free time. The reason why I would say so is because some experience they posted on facebook status wall really gonna let people get mad ( as I always feel that ), have you ever seen dumb ass post "I am hungry", "doing assignment" on their status? Perhaps it can called as dumb ass, then some people can even called as super dumb ass, they are those people who go to comment on those dumb ass's status. I ever seen some people comment to the status of "I am hungry" with "go eat la". I just like...What The Hell, they really think the person who post the status is retarded? They don't know go to eat when they were hungry? I don't know what they going to post on Facebook status is future, and I don't even have that guts to imagine it.