Alchohol

Yesterday was a unforgettable night for my family, a night that really embarrassed me. My stupid sister was drunk last night and caused a great fight in my family. I really feel that my sister is completely hopeless and unreliable, she said many words that hurt my parents too much last night. I don't know since when she became like this, like a bitch, bitch will make everyone hate her, looking down at her. I really shame about this sister, I have no idea how to make her think like an human, but not as a bitch.

Chinese New Year

Today is the first day of Chinese New Year, as usual, I will still be working. Honestly, I admit the meaning of Chinese New Year is already different to me, unlike when I was still a few years old child, I lost my expectation for Chinese New Year, lost expectation to Ang Pao. Today will be the last day I working at Jusco, quite happy that I don't have to work at the weird place any more, haha. Kinda blank for today's programme, what should I do after work? Should I just watch a film? Or maybe I should go cousin's house to have some gamble. Chinese New Year leh !! But why its just like ordinary day for me?

The year of 2011

There's a Chinese sentence, "faith will never wait for us". You will never realise how fast time will pass by. I admit that I never be a good guy I should be, a good bf for my lovely wife, nor a good son for my parents. But I promise, to myself and everyone I known, the worse Edwin will be gone with the end of the firework of 2010, the brand new Edwin is rebirth after the firework of 2010.

There is many plan for me in the years of 2011, plan that I can't make it in years of 2010. First of all, I must treat my wife better than ever, think about her before myself. Secondly, I must start to workout at gym again, my current body really embarrassed me, and I really can't stand for it. Third, I must, and I will make my GPA to get as high as possible.

After all, I wish that I can spend more time to study philosophy, to read more books. Study philosophy really inspired me a lot, more that I can imagine. I want use it to change the world around me, at least change the people that I knew, environment that I included.

So 2011, here I come !! To change myself in 2011.