First day back to Camel Active

Today just went back to jusco's Camel Active work , everything like changed but not really change . Actually I'm not really interest to work there want , feel damn bored and lifeless while working there . Actually I just work there while I'm waiting for my second interview from Celebrity Fitness centre . I really not be serious while working there since 6pm I in there , just hide inside store room and chatting with my friends there . Haiz !! Really hope Celebrity Fitness will call me as soon as possible and hire me ... GOOD LUCK to myself !!!

The changing of my life

SPM is over , my secondary school life is also finally over , everything about my life is changing right now . But my love to my lao po is always the same . Haiz , feel so guilty to my lao po li , because last time I didn't keep money for my driving license when I was working last time . Lao po , I truly truly so regret right now . This few days keep looking for job , must get a job before 1st of January 2010 . Lao po is already told her parents that she couple with me right now , they didn't scold or say anything , just say be " friend "( mean couple ) no problem , I think they were warn us to not to do all those things that are too over ( I guess you should knew what is that right ? ) . I can't be still like a child anymore , can't throw all those problem to my parents anymore , I have to handle all those problem by myself right now . If I get the job then the salary must be manage it so well , and I'm already to let my lao po manage it for me ( I'm really very x 10 serious about it ) . If the salary is about RM 1300 , then I will give RM 300 to parents and RM 700 to let lao po keep . I think I will open a acc to let my lao po hold the acc book and also the ATM card . I can't simply use the money like before already , if not I can't give lao po a good life in the future . My life will totally be different in a future , my responsibility is getting bigger right now , is not only to myself and my parents , but also to my lao po . I knew we just couple for less than 7 months , but I'm really really love her so deep , I wish I could give her a future , give her her dream life in a future . I really want to marry her , want her to be my wife , want to have a good family with her . So what I want to do now is get a job , get a driving license and save money to buy a car . Now we can't meet everyday like in school already , we will miss each other when we can't see each other . Actually I really hate that feeling of can't see her lo , I really feel like hell when I can't see her , everytime we meet I also hope time can be stop at the moment , because I really hate the feeling when I have to say the word "GOODBYE" to her . Lao po , if you reading this then I want say sorry to you , sorry that didn't save money last time . Its my fault to cause we can't meet each other , just put the blame on me . Lao po , I'm sorry .

When will they call for second interview ???

SPM is already end about more than 2 weeks , not really done much more things , just went a prom and keep on go out . Everyone were already became so poor because of the prom , some more that's not really a very good prom . This few days just keep on looking for job , finally me , Jit Pian and Hoe Chong interviewed for vacancy in Celebrity Fitness . Me and Jit Pian applied for a position of greeter , and Hoe Chong interviewed for some position that do paper work . The salary was really not bad , but sometimes have to work at 5:30 am and sometimes have to work until 12am . 3 of us already passed the first interview and we're actually waiting to been inform for the second interview which will be do at Mid Valley there . Really hope the second interview can be done as soon as possible lo , and also hope that will hire me , because I really need money and really interested in that job

Prom Night

Two handsome guys

Jit Pian like so emo . Scare me ??

My wife and my " xun lui "

Me and my " xun lui "

Lao Po please stick with me forever

Our sweet memory , love my wife forever

Muaxx muaxx , lao gong love you forever

Handsome ??

My beautiful wife .. Muaxx Muaxx

Secretly took inside toilet want . haha

Lao po you're mine

Miss you li lao po :-(

Not enough bright

I will always looks happy if you with me

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

Its finally over , our S.M.K T.S Prom Night 2009 is finally end . Felt like time really passed so fast , last time still thinking about SPM , but now even prom night also end already . After today we are not a form 5's students anymore , what waiting for us is another different path way of life , everything will be changed . ( Except our friendship and my love to my wife ) Today not really so fun to me , feel like nothing to do there also . But overall still feel not that bad la . But at the moment they voting for prom queen and prom queen I really feel quite hard feeling , because they requested all the nominated prom queen act to propose to the nominated prom queen . Eventhough my wife's partner is my classmate - Travis , but when they acting that time I really damn hard feeling , really feel like wanna to stop them lo , every words they said when they act really make me feel like hell lo . ( lao po , I knew you also forced to do that de , I won't blame you ) Haiz ~~ miss my wife so much leh !!! Feel like wanna give my lao po a hug , wanna hug her tight . ( but also no chance ) . When we going back that time , I just can't control myself to keep on looking at my wife , really hope the trip can be longer and longer . I wish she will know how much I love her and how much I miss her right now . ( more photo please find in facebook )

Finally settled ~~

Just now suddenly been informed that our transport for prom night having some problem , nobody can fetch us go there and go back already . OMG !!! So we guys having a discussion in msn just now to discuss about this topic . All of us are getting mad during the conversation , all was starting to blame on each other and keep on type some unpolite words like "wtf" . Haiz !! I've ask Khai Chun to fetch us back , but he is taking his car to repair tomorrow , don't know whether can get it done before Monday or not . When I tell them then all starting to blame on me , really getting mad on that time lo . Then at the end my dad said he will fetch me if really nobody fetch us . SETTLED !!!
So the conclusion of the discussion is we guys go there by taxi or lrt , back home by Khai Chun or my daddy . THAT'S ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks to Hoe Chong

Just now went to pasar malam with Hoe Chong , Jit Pian and also Eng keat . Before we go to pasar malam , Hoe Chong spend us a table of food . He just feeling so happy since Tuesday , don't know what happened to him leh ?? ( actually I knew want ) After that we go pasar malam walk awhile to looking for belt , four people walk pasar malam in the rain . ( looks like gay lo ) All of them bought a belt then we also go back from there .

I will always love you

Lao po !! I will always love you want , won't ever do anything that you don't like or will hurt you . What I promised you is really serious want , even some of that is about our future want . Still remember the "package" that I offered to you ?? Is always ready for you and only for you . Really miss you so much now li lao po , hope I can see you now . Lao po I love you . Muax muax

Another happy day !!

Last picture when my wife leave

My wife looks so nice

Wanna look to each other de , but my wife keep laughing

My most beautiful wife ... Muaxx

My "xun lui" krystal

My best "ji mui" Jia Qi

See !! we bought a lot

Wao !! pretty girls , the green colour want is the prettiest .

Shy !! but really feel so sweet

I like the feel when we look at each other , but only see her half face

sweet !! but my emotion like so bad

Our first exchanged rings.. Sweet !!

Our rings

Just wish we can hold each other forever

What they seeing ??

My another good "ji mui"

Hehe ... our nice shoes

My wife's hand pain li >< sad

the action that I like the most

Capture me ?? capture you first

Aiya !! stick wall d

Nothing can separate us !!!

My wife said looks cool wor ... haha

Happy happy happy happy !!!!!

Before

After

My wife's shiny watch and my "Rolex"

My wife & my stuff ( so little only )1 , 2 , 3 ... smile

Did I looks handsome ??

Hahahahaha !!! I can't describe how happy I'm right now , something really meaningful happened to me just now . Wanna know what is that ?? SECRET ^-^ Today finally bought my prom's clothes , G2000 leh . I tried it once I reached home li , took some photo also li , hahaha . Just now I did not argue with Shi Wei they all li , beside that still so friendly with them li . Hahaha , don't know why now I really feeling damn happy lo . Tomorrow will be going to shop again li , sure have a lot of memory again . Hahaha , now feel like wanna go sleep now , tomorrow still have to wake up early . I can't let them say I always late anymore , must be the first person reach there . Hahahahaha

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Really need money so much right now !! Not just because of to buy clothes all those things , why I want money is to get my driving license . I don't want keep on ask my cousin or my parents fetch me go around anymore , it make me looks like a small child , like I'm useless . I really hope I can get my driving license too , but I can't , because I have no money to get it . Haiz ~~ That's why I always say money is everything , without money , we get nothing .

Can I do anything for her ??

Just read "her" blog and knew that something quite unhappy happened on her , her mom rejected what she wanna to do , she had been argue with her mom about this stuff . I don't really about the detail , but from what she wrote in her blog I can feel that she were so disappointed and upset . I don't what they said to each other just now , but through the blog I can understand what her mom want . I guess her mom is getting annoy to fetch her go here go there , that's why she will ask her to get the driving license as soon as possible . I guess her mom not really not allowed her to work , maybe just because her mom don't want let her spend too much and want her learn how to save money . From other angle , her mom also do that for her own good , but just used the hardcore way . ( all also I guess only la ) called her just now but no body answer the phone ( maybe get tired for cry then fall as slept ) . Haiz !! why last time I did not save money from my salary ?? If I did not spend all of that then I can get my driving license already , then I can be her driver to fetch her go anywhere she want . I guess what can I do now is comfort her and chat with her only , that's only things that I can do for her now . EDWIN SOON !!! YOU ARE REALLY USELESS !!!

Prom Prom Prom !!!

SPM is almost end , still left Geography and Chiness paper to take only . Actually almost all of other students already end their SPM , but my class damn "kesian" lo , have to wait until 15th of December for the Geography paper . Nobody will study hard now already want lo , what everyone talking is not about exam , is about prom . Prom is seted on 21st of December , still got 11 days before it . Feeling damn nervous right now , because I'm too fat right now . I'm afraid that I can't get stronger before prom . Hope I can control myself and the "Lipo 6" can really help me a lot lo . Except nervous , I was also so excited right now , because I can finally go out with my pretty wife . Can't wait to shop with her li , wanna buy clothes together with her . haha !! Don't know what style of dress will she wear for prom leh ?? But i knew what style also so pretty want ...XD haha!!

Am I really lost myself ???

So disappointed to myself now . Suddenly feeling so lonely , like nobody I can talk to right now , all I can do is just write everything here . Yesterday didn't study at all for today's science's papers , when I reached school early in the morning , I was like walk into a strange world that I never know. All of my friends just discussing science , all of them just try their best in the examination . Really feel that I'm alone at the moment , because I'm the only person who are not study at all , the only one that not understand what are they talking about . I not even dare to join them , because I'm afraid that I will disturbed them .

When having paper two that time , I simply do all the question , not even have one question that I can confirm the answer . All I can do is just simply filled in the blank with anythings in mind at the moment . The paper is from 10a.m to 12:30p.m , but I'm already done at 11:45a.m . I did not check my answer in the remaining 45 minutes , because I knew no matter how many times I change the answer , it will also wrong . What I did in that 45 minutes is keep on look at my gf and communicate with her , I told her I did not study science at all , even failed I also don't mind . Suddenly she told that " I feel like the Edwin that I like is lost " . When I heard that I really no mood at all , because I feel that she is right . The Edwin who will study before exam and teach her is lost , now this Edwin is only know play computer , sms with gf and play facebook . I also don't know since when I have became this , really don't know why I will became don't like study and ignore about my result !!! WHY !!! Sometimes I really don't know what I want , bought the protein powder and paid the gymnasium fee but did not go work out . Get a new desk in room for study but did not study at all . Say want give my future wife a perfect life but ignore about my result . Feel that now I was giving up myself , giving up everythings from myself . I really hope I can be last time that Edwin , just study , go gym , and work . Now I really feel so stress , still got three more subject to take , I will prove to my gf that the Edwin she like is never lost at all .