What am I doing now ??

SPM is on now...Already took Math , Moral , English , BM and also History papers . Feel so disappointed to myself , because I didn't well in all those papers , especially Math . I always thought that I' so smart , even just study one day before exam also can get past . But I'm totally wrong , wrong so badly . I really not suppose just put my target as a credit or just past , I should get A . I really so regret that I didn't spend more time to study . Now still got 4 more days to prepare for Account paper , but I still not yet study . I still keep on play computer and go out , feel that I'm pushing out the gred A from myself .

SPM !!!

2 days before SPM , getting stress and stress now . This few days just keep on focus on my history , I'm really regret that didn't study earlier before exam , now just can study from day to night , from night to day . I'm already can't get into sleep from 3 days , even study 5a.m I still not sleepy at all . Wednesday have to sit for Bahasa Melayu and History paper , Bahasa Melayu I'm not worry about it too much , what I worry the most is the history paper . I failed my History during trial examination , I really don't want fail any subject in SPM . SPM really so important to me , I really have to study at collage want . I'm not born rich , so i can't like others person that have a rich family to support them to collage or oversea to study . I can just get a loan from bank to continue my lesson if I can go to collage , so I must get a good result in SPM , if not the bank will not approve the loan for me to study .

Stress !!

Today is 9 days before SPM , begin to worry about it.. But everytime I sit at the table , I'll only focus on the protein and keep on thinking about bodybuilding....haiz !!

The subject that I worry the most was Mathematic , so I bought this to learn back what have I forgotten about Math . It maybe too small for others , but its really useful to me....XD

See !! I bought all this revision book since long time ago , but all of it still like new want ...

SPM is getting closer and closer , everyone already study like hell now . But I'm still sitting in front the computer to online , play facebook , play warcraft . I really don't know what result I'll get in SPM with this type of attitube :(