What's on my mind nowadays ??

What's in my mind nowadays? College's stuff? Girl friend? Money? Honestly , I don't really know what am I thinking, everything was just too messy on my mind, its just like things floated everywhere on my mind, messy, random and unpredictable .

I'm reading some books which is all about philosophy and existentialism nowadays, when I started to read, then only I realized that my thinking was too naive compared to those great thinker. What I thought in my past 18 years was only those facts that majority of people thinking, things that everyone knew and think with same ways.

What's wrote in philosophy's books were different, I dare to say it's completely different. In those books, I learned to think in other ways, think somethings that I've never expected before, learned what I can't learn in college, somethings that priceless.

Maybe some of you will thought that I'm talking nonsense here, I will not blame them, because that's exactly what am I doing right now. Since the first moment I started to type my blog here, I'm wasting my time, that's a fact that cannot be decline.